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weeknotes 23: birthday parade

3 days ago weeknotes live coding music wedding cornwall pride cadence

we're in the southwest for Phil & Sharay's wedding, a three-day affair in a manor farm turned holiday cottage complex on the Tamar. we camped in the field which was surprisingly okay even with Adorable Three-Year-Old Nephew in the next tent over.

pictures nicked from facebook i forgot to take any

pizza and poker on the first night (chips only; won my first hand with a straight and then gradually lost everything).

day two was the ceremony, outdoors. Phil's vows were just straight up Sonnet 18. there was a string quartet, but they didn't play Hey Nonny Nonny. canapés and Pimm's in the garden, pâté and roast lamb for dinner. Phil's 17-year-old did a shot then read her speech. i cried a lot.

day three, lazy morning, barbecue lunch, pool party. me and Sophie sat by the pool and did cryptic crosswords. we made our excuses, said our goodbyes and congratulations and drove to the inlaws in Cornwall that afternoon. absolutely bagel signal when setting off so i did the whole journey by signposts and vibes which was fun. i know the A30 and A39 pretty well at least.


yesterday was my birthday. Sophie made french toast with bacon and maple syrup, then we went to Truro where they'd put on a whole parade just for me!

left-right: Olly, Molly, Phil's american friend Allie who stayed around despite Phil now being somewhere in the mediterranean, Alex, Choo, Meli, Matt, Adorable Three-Year-Old Nephew, Sophie, me, Johanna

okay fine it was Truro pride. i've weirdly actually never been to a pride before. it was extremely wholesome. mother-in-law gave me a tshirt that said "sounds gay, i'm in" and a big pride progress plus intersex flag that i respectively wore and flew for the parade.

then Adorable Three-Year-Old Nephew had enough of the crowd so we dropped into Waterstones and bribed him with picture books.


ever done live coding? whenever i talk to people about it nobody knows what it is. "wait so like you're writing code in front of an audience? to do what?" "uh, make music, generate visuals" "wait how?" "you write code that generates sound and run the code" "what how does that work?" "i have no idea on what level you're not understanding this, i just explained it"

there's an incredible growing scene in London at the moment, events happening basically every week. i've been to a couple of the meetups and an AlgoRhythms (open mic night kinda format). hugely fun, incredibly welcoming. lots of people (but let's be honest, mostly Lu and Daniel) have put a lot of work into making the scene that way. i love you all.

i've been working on a... it's weird. it's a spreadsheet? with an embedded lisp-like language. and a standard library for WebAudio. see i'm a very visual and spatial thinker, and for live coding text always felt very rigid and limiting to me.

i suppose Nudel has the multiple panes which does let you split things up and organise things spatially. in a spreadsheet the space isn't just where you put things, it's part of the execution environment, it's inherently live and malleable.

with a spreadsheet the expectation is that you the user are part of the program that's running, moving things around, tweaking and crafting things as they're executing. Excel is the world's most popular live coding environment. it just doesn't do music.

here's Cadence:

copy this and paste this into A1:

(trans 120)	dest	"; ↓ note sequence"
"; ↓ saw reverb pluck"		'c4
(seq '4n (: 'C2 'C7))		'(eb4 f4)
($> A3 (play A5 '8n))		'a#4
(synth '(oscillator (type sawtooth)))	"; ↓ kick drum"	'g4
(-> A5 A7 dest)	(sample "https://pages.ghost.computer/garden/garden_bd/kick01.wav")	'bb3
(reverb '(decay 40) '(wet 1))	(seq '4n '(c0 c0 c0 c0))	'(d5 f5)
	($> B7 (play B6 '8n))	
"; ↓ square bass"	(->> B6)	
(synth '(oscillator (type square)))		
(seq '2m (: 'C2 'C7))		
($> A11 (∘ (- 24) (play A10 '2m)))		
(->> A10)		

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weeknotes 22: spotlight (2015)

10 months ago weeknotes choir films hospital

there's something unpleasant in the air. nothing seems to be going right. idk

i "finished" the secret project. tell you about it next week. it's only going to arrive slightly late.

murder on the dancefloor was fun. sounds good i think.

saturday was the movie night. watched Spotlight (2015). very good movie, great as a spiritual successor to All The President's Men. deeply uncomfortable subject matter. i don't want to watch it again but i'm glad i did which is the whole point.

sunday we gardened. was going well until something went ping in my wrist. there'd been a stabbing on Lavender Hill and the pharmacy was inside the police cordon.

a friend's in hospital. his wife separately had to go to A&E. we stayed with her until midnight and drove her home.

there aren't enough hours in the week to do everything i want to be doing. i don't have enough money to be doing everything i want to be doing. trying to get more hours in the week means i'll have even less money.

where the fuck did i put my light therapy lamp.

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weeknotes 21: just one more meeting bro

10 months ago choir kettricken meetings weeknotes work

last night i went to bed with a migraine and this morning i woke up with a slightly less bad migraine then decided to come into the office. this is going to be a brief one.


monday, as usual, choir. going over "No More Tears (Enough Is Enough)" and "To The Moon And Back". we're in phones away going over the entire setlist mode at the moment. i had been worried that we'd get everything down in time but we're truly getting there. tonight a subset of us are practicing Murder On The Dancefloor. i'm hyped. come watch us yeah?


tuesday: back to back meetings all day. just one more meeting bro, just one more meeting, just one more then i swear we’ll be on the same page, i just need one more meeting bro, just let me have one more meeting


wednesday, took Kettricken to the vet for a routine, 6-monthly checkup. i'd thought it odd timing. so did the vet, they had no idea why their reminder email went out then. she hates being taken to the vet. i hate causing her distress. sorry :(


Sophie was away friday/saturday. i stayed at home and worked on her secret birthday project. which might become a secret christmas project jesus fuck i'm running out of time

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